however, the hopes i have for myself kind of necessitate that i get all the good i can out of berklee in order to better my chances of making a living once repayment kicks in.
meanwhile the costs of attending berklee are painting a picture of debt that just keeps getting more and more vivid with each passing second.
i'm kind of dicked here, and i honestly can't get it beat. i need to be a so called better player in order to get scholarships or any kind of help, let alone freaking gigs, and i need to practice and play in order to become a better player, but the pace is killing me and if i'm hurt too bad then there can be no career and it will have all, up until now, been a big waste; meanwhile repayment is just a button somewhere waiting for an hourly worker to push it.
solutions, boys. let's hear it.








